Archive for April, 2007
My nightmare
Where have I been?
Well, let me tell you. All my worst fears have come true. New Guy and LOL have BOTH confessed their undying love for me. On the same day, no less. I spent yesterday being in a wedding with LOL. It was so hard for us. I know I don’t love him in [...]
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terrified
I really need to sleep one of these days. Maybe then my emotions wouldn’t be so crazy! I’ve only slept 3-4 hours pernight this whole last week! And not even napping! I had to write a 10-page paper and prepare a 30-minute presentation on it. Call me a procrastinator. I was up until 5AM and [...]
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foward motion
Last night was beautiful. I think I can say that my 11:11 wish came true for once in my life! The New Guy came and sat with me at dinner and things just got better and better from there. We went to Starbucks and just sat and talked in his car for hours. I had [...]
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second encounter
He winked at me!
It was so cute. It was. I kept on catching his eye later by accident. It’s crazy. Everything inside me feels happy and new.
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first encounter
I’m walking awkwardly in the hall behind him. Like barely behind him, and I’m clearly walking faster, so I try not to catch up. But I eventually had to- it was a disaster!
Him: What are you doing!!!
Me: Excuse me! …. GOOD MORNING!
Him: good morning
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reckoning
I’m clearly letting this overtake my life. I can’t believe it. Maybe if he just snubs me, my life can go back to normal!!! I refuse to go and find him. But I want to talk to him sooo bad. I am so lame. I’m like being the girl that I hate.
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obssession
Dear New Guy,
I’m obssessed with seeing you now that I’m back, but I don’t know if you’re here yet. And I certainly don’t know how to orchestrate a seemingly innocent run-in. C’mon, fate. I don’t even believe in it, but you know.
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platypus
I just figured out today why I associate the word “platonic” with ducks. It’s just a weird transition in my mind “platonic” to”platypus” to “ducks”. Why was this floating around in my head? I just had like the most platonic ever afternoon with LOL. Usually there’s this crazy tension underlying everything, but today, everything just [...]
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little moments
Today when I was out to lunch with my mother and my baby sister, I saw a guy who reminded me of Vince Vaughn. He didn’t really look exactly like him, but he just reminded me of him. He was absolutely adorable. So of course, I stared at him, like any self-respecting college girl would [...]
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torn
So this new guy in my life. It’s the strangest thing. I am like… head over heels. And he’s nothing like me. And we all know how I love guys who are a lot like myself. On the other hand, he’s not opposite from me. And most importantly, he doesn’t remind me in the slightest [...]
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