convinced
I’m convinced they don’t really love me. They just love the IDEA of me. Who doesn’t want to be with the independent, smart, sarcastic, hilarious, gorgeous musician type? The ex loves me because he knows he missed his chance to be with someone WAY out of his league. LOL loves me because we are best friends and we have this massive history and it’s basically an emotional attachment. New Guy has basically admitted that he was first attracted to my looks. But do any of them really love me? It seems like sometimes they forget love is more what you do than what you say. LOL has been partying and making poor choices in life that piss me off. And New Guy seems to think that talking to me 40 minutes a day is like the hardship of the century. I don’t think that’s too much to ask for, especially when my life is so stressful right now. And everyone else likes talking to me. Why does the guy I like not want to talk to me?
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